A Lost and Bitter Soul, Longing for Someone to Prove you Wrong

I don’t have many friends. Alot of people that I talk to, that I say hello to. But I don’t consider any of them friends. Friends implies that you know something about that person, that you trust that person. But time and time again, you find out that even though you may think this, there will always be that one that will make you regret it. Because though your enemies may be able to maim you, you can only be betrayed by someone you trusted, right? And when you’ve been fooled into thinking otherwise for as many times as I have, you start to let it affect you. You start to question everything and everyone, until you no longer know who you can trust. And then, in one last resort to keep your heart, your soul, from breaking from the so many knives thats been put through it, when you lose all faith and the good of humanity, and that the world is all evil You become what I have. A lost and bitter soul, longing for someone to prove you wrong.

My Adiction to you Makes Me Feel Happy for A Week

And here I am, thinking about you. It's amazing how my mind can spend hours, even days, thinking in what you said, what you did, where you went, what little smile you gave me :) that's the best memory, you made me feel like there was a fire inside me. During minutes, hours, days and nights I think about u. It's just like an addiction, with the difference that real adictions make u feel horrible, but my adiction to you makes me feel happy for a week...
I know that probably u haven't thought of me for a looong time, but you should know that I don't; I spend my whole day thinkin of you, so I guess the only thing I can do is hope someday you'll love me as much as I do!!!

We Cannot Force Ourselves to Love, Just as we cannot Force Another to Love Us.

why? why do we fall for those who cant catch us, and ignore those who love us. why do we cry over those who only mean to cause us pain, and waste our time on someone who is just trying to bring us down. we cannot force ourselves to love, just as we cannot force another to love us. we can only be someone who is capable of being loved. who you need to be with isn't always the hottest girl or the the one that girl everyone would die to be with. Maybe sometimes the people that we are really meant to be with are the ones that make us smile. the ones that we can share awkward silences with. Maybe we are supposed to be with the one who is so wrong for us that it makes it right. someone who makes us see them for who they really are. I think that we need to accept that our princess may not be what we expected and that maybe... just maybe shes a little bit more ...