Somebody Who’s worth Waiting For

Sometimes when I’m walking with people and see a couples around I felt so lonely inside my heart… wishing that I also had someone to be with, walking in this hallway… and it breaks my heart knowing that “I don’t have it” … it felt sad because nobody knows how much I missed to have a feeling like what they've had… what kind of feeling when you falls in love.. that you wish you have someone who hold a hands while walking, that feeling when you can’t stop smiling every time when your with her and even when you can’t see her you see her everywhere,,, that feeling when you don’t want to stop that day... because you know tomorrow will never be the same again… maybe tomorrow she shouldn't feel the same way like you do… and then you’ll realize “she’s no longer there” that feeling even when your home and even before you go to sleep… you still can find time just to think about her.. you wonder what she doing right now… to mesmerize every moment you made together… that flashback the memories you shared together… and your afraid to stop that kind of feeling… but you know you can’t hold it forever… to have someone who makes your life alive… who brings joy to your life.. who paints color to your paintings… who you make a hug when you miss each other… who your with in a photograph… that someone you’ll make as a princes in your own palace… a queen of your heart and an angel comes from above… you want to be with that someone… and sometimes you don’t wish for a perfect partner but someone who can’t live without you and who’s willing to stay with you FOREVER…and you know what’s worst about having like this? It’s knowing that “FOREVER ISNT REAL” and you can’t do anything… you never stop reminding  how much she makes your whole wide world change... how much you cherish every moment with her.. And how much you want to spend the rest of your life with her….you wish to have somebody to love… somebody who’s worth waiting for...

A Lost and Bitter Soul, Longing for Someone to Prove you Wrong

I don’t have many friends. Alot of people that I talk to, that I say hello to. But I don’t consider any of them friends. Friends implies that you know something about that person, that you trust that person. But time and time again, you find out that even though you may think this, there will always be that one that will make you regret it. Because though your enemies may be able to maim you, you can only be betrayed by someone you trusted, right? And when you’ve been fooled into thinking otherwise for as many times as I have, you start to let it affect you. You start to question everything and everyone, until you no longer know who you can trust. And then, in one last resort to keep your heart, your soul, from breaking from the so many knives thats been put through it, when you lose all faith and the good of humanity, and that the world is all evil You become what I have. A lost and bitter soul, longing for someone to prove you wrong.

My Adiction to you Makes Me Feel Happy for A Week

And here I am, thinking about you. It's amazing how my mind can spend hours, even days, thinking in what you said, what you did, where you went, what little smile you gave me :) that's the best memory, you made me feel like there was a fire inside me. During minutes, hours, days and nights I think about u. It's just like an addiction, with the difference that real adictions make u feel horrible, but my adiction to you makes me feel happy for a week...
I know that probably u haven't thought of me for a looong time, but you should know that I don't; I spend my whole day thinkin of you, so I guess the only thing I can do is hope someday you'll love me as much as I do!!!