Somebody Who’s worth Waiting For

Sometimes when I’m walking with people and see a couples around I felt so lonely inside my heart… wishing that I also had someone to be with, walking in this hallway… and it breaks my heart knowing that “I don’t have it” … it felt sad because nobody knows how much I missed to have a feeling like what they've had… what kind of feeling when you falls in love.. that you wish you have someone who hold a hands while walking, that feeling when you can’t stop smiling every time when your with her and even when you can’t see her you see her everywhere,,, that feeling when you don’t want to stop that day... because you know tomorrow will never be the same again… maybe tomorrow she shouldn't feel the same way like you do… and then you’ll realize “she’s no longer there” that feeling even when your home and even before you go to sleep… you still can find time just to think about her.. you wonder what she doing right now… to mesmerize every moment you made together… that flashback the memories you shared together… and your afraid to stop that kind of feeling… but you know you can’t hold it forever… to have someone who makes your life alive… who brings joy to your life.. who paints color to your paintings… who you make a hug when you miss each other… who your with in a photograph… that someone you’ll make as a princes in your own palace… a queen of your heart and an angel comes from above… you want to be with that someone… and sometimes you don’t wish for a perfect partner but someone who can’t live without you and who’s willing to stay with you FOREVER…and you know what’s worst about having like this? It’s knowing that “FOREVER ISNT REAL” and you can’t do anything… you never stop reminding  how much she makes your whole wide world change... how much you cherish every moment with her.. And how much you want to spend the rest of your life with her….you wish to have somebody to love… somebody who’s worth waiting for...

To Cherish Every Moment With You

im inlove with you.you dont know how much i love you, how much i shake when i walk in the street while reading your messages on my phone. and i save all of our online conversations..i feel a smile slip on my face at the sound of your name...i think about you most of the time. when i go to bed i cant help but fallin love with you again and again, i cherish every moment that we spend time together because im scared that one day it will never happen again. and everytime you walks in my mind i keep on singing a song title "i miss you like crazy". i dont know but this is really what i feel for you.  you are the first person i look for when i enter a room and i fall asleep to the memory of your face.. you're breathtaking and ive never seen such a gergoeous smile; but like i said, im inlove with you.

I'm Never Alone, Yet Not Alone

I am much too alone in this world, yet not alone enough to truly consecrate the hour. I am much too small in this world, yet not small enough to be to you just object and thing, dark and smart. I want my free will and want it accompanying the path which leads to action; and want during times that beg questions, where something is up, to be among those in the know, or else be alone. I want to mirror your image to its fullest perfection, never be blind or too old to uphold your wieghty wavering reflection. I want to unfold. Nowhere I wish to stay crooked, bent; for there I would be dishonest, untrue. I want my conscience to be true before you; want to describe myself like a picture I observed for a long time, one close up, like anew word I learned and embraced, like the everyday jug, like my mother's face, like a ship that carried me along through the deadliest storm.