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Not many people know when love really starts... More than a friend, but not quite lovers. A delicate relationship like this changes gradually once it is noticed, and keeps on blossoming, Just like the changing seasons.

You were always there for me, and that’s all I needed. Just you. For some reason, I didn’t feel sad or broken up, it just didn’t seem real. But slowly I realized it was real - that you were gone. And little by little, I slowly felt something inside me go numb.

I'm not Superman. So I can't say anything big like I'll protect everyone on Earth. I'm not a modest guy who will say it's enough if I can protect as many people as my two hands can handle either. I want to protect... a mountain-load of people

At that moment the cloud of darkness was torn apart by countless arrows of crimson light. It almost looked like RAIN.

Someday my memories will fade...and her voice, her actions, I might forget them as well, but I will always remember that I loved khareen.

RAINING

Kimi ga itakishiki wa nukumori to yasuragi irotori
Hajimete shita koi no kaori ga shita
Mabushii ijashi abite nanimouso mizunii takeredo
Sono wakaru sawa kage wo mienaku shita

Boku wa donna tsuyosa de kimi no te yo
Nigirishime tanara
Koukamugare kamusoku jai naunte
Naku shite shimaita no kana

Yamanai ame ni nurenai yo ni
Kata oyoseatta kaeri michi
Kimi ga kieta are kara boku ni
Ima mo furi tsuzukeru ame
Nagare iku jikan wa michi de yuku
Kimie no omoito
Hajimete shita koi no kaori ga shita

Moshimo kokoro no oku fukaku made
Aruite iteiketara
Kata wo furu wasete hitori kirino
Sukao ni teaita no kana

Yamanai ame ga moshi boku wo
Ai ya machi oharai nagasu nara
Kimi ni tono kuukou tobasagasu yo
Ima mo furi tsuzukeru ame

Tomabukana wo oku ni fukabu omokage
Namida no ano ato sono subete
Wasuretakunai wasurerarenai
Itami wa kono mama de

Yamanai ame ni nurenai yo ni
Kata oyoseatta kaeri michi
Kimi ga kieta are kara boku ni
Ima mo furi tsuzukeru ame

Why Can’t You Just Believe?

Remember how we used to be
Remember how we’d talk openly
But all that’s been changed now
I feel so lost, so empty inside
Oh, what should I do?

VERSE 2:
I never thought it’ll end like this
I never thought I will say this to you
I so want to hold back
And I still want to give you a chance
Because I love you

CHORUS 1:
Why can’t you just believe what I say?
Why don’t you just believe how I feel?
You’re driving me insane
With the questions you ask
How can I make you understand?

Why can’t you just believe what I say?
Why don’t you just believe how I feel?
Even time after time
You still doubt what’s the truth
And what am I supposed to do?
Why can’t you just believe?

Repeat Verse 2, Chorus 1 minus last line

BRIDGE:
I thought that we could
Give it another try
But I was so wrong
You hurt me even more
Don’t come crawling back, I don’t want
To see you for the rest of my life
(I) mean it this time
Why can’t you just believe?

CHORUS 2:
Oh, I just can’t believe I’m still here
Oh, I just don’t believe what you say
This will be the last time
That I’d be fooled by you
I won’t have mercy anymore

Oh, this love that I had
Just wasn’t meant to be
I had to let you go
Since you didn’t believe
You just can’t seem to change your ways
Why can’t you just believe?

I'm so Worthless for her love

Maybe this is not what she used to dream before
The man she used to love at all
I am not perfect maybe but this is not the way proven that she's wrong
This is my fault- and its all my fault
I didn't mean to hurt her much
I dont wanna see her crying and all alone
This is not also what i wish for her
At first all i wanted for her is to feel the best moment ever
But i was wrong-i break my promise-
Maybe i shoudnt need to say a promises to her
She said " stop making apologize"
But i don't follow her either i continue saying sorry
I know she has the right to get mad and feel angry to me
Because i am so much a hard headed type of a person
and yes,i admit it, and i know it's a big deal
But what else can i do- i'd love her so much

I'm so confused...I mean, I want to let go...I want to let go of all this pain, but I'm afraid I'll go insane...she may come back, I have some hope, but with everything else, how can I cope. I want to let go...I'm going to let go, but if I wait and see, will she come back to me?

Headache

My head hurts. Everyone goes to me I don't know what to say...

Everyone goes to me I don't know what to say, everyone can cry to me and I'm just fading away...the world is going crazy and turning against me. I think I'm about to cry......
I can't be true, someone will find out that all of my emotions all falling apart...I wonder if the world would be better off w/o me. I wouldn't shed a tear and no one would break my heart....
I can't find a way out of here, I think I'm about to crawl out of my life....
I have lots of heart aches and I'm crying everynite. You don't even really kno me bccuz I'm always losing the fight...
Why does the world turn from me, I thought I was doing rite ...?
This time is confusing, someone take me away. My life is not easy, you don't even kno my name......
Too bad you can't figure out my last wish, my emotions inside and my life is not straight..
I can't get away by your own motions. I guess I didn't realize it, till finally I got it now ...I can't make since nemore...?

I Just Started To Write When I Was Mad/Sad

It’s just something I did about my life. It might make no sense to you but whatever…

This is my life
My family is f**ked up my grandfathers gone
My mom beat me and then my brother joined in
I have nothing to live for
Friends they would cry but just find a new friend
I desperately tried to kill my-self lots
I wish I would have not even lived
I don’t know what my real problem is but right now as
I write this I cry for I am dead inside and I don’t know why!
For all I care I might even kill my self soon
I get into sh*t with my friends and family pay for
I just wish.. Just wish...

Crying Like Never Before

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No where to run
No where to hide
I grab the blade as I sit alone

I drag the blade across my skin
It starts to bleed
Bleeding like a waterfall

I cut not because I want to die
I cut to release the hurt inside
I self harm to help me be that little bit better
I sit alone to do these things cause it’s safer

I feel so alone
I feel so sad

I don’t want to die
I don’t want to cry
I don’t want to feel this way

I have learnt to fake my smile
The smile they all know is that I pretend
I try to hide my laugh
Except I cant it feels too good

I want to be happy like every one else in this world
I want to feel safe every where
I am lost between worlds

The world of death
Where all is dark,
Everything is dying,
All is depressed
There is no smile
No light to see
The clouds are grey
And it’ always raining
The people walking around
They are not alive
They are dead
There is blood every where you look
Everything is black with red
The colors of hell
Maybe this is Hell
And the other world being bright
Full of life, laughter, and happiness
Nothing is dark all has color
Every where you go
Love is all around
Family and friends having so much fun
No tears at all
No death, no pain,
The clouds are white and fluffy
The sun shines nicely through them

Those are the worlds
The worlds I am between
My dream is unknown
My dream was once death
Now I don’t know

The hurt inside has got me lost
For my mind is screaming at me

I’m so afraid to care about someone

I’m so afraid to care about someone
I know it seems like I’m this strong boy who can get through everything
But inside, I’m very fragile…
I’ve had so many things thrown at me and each one has only made a crack
What I’m afraid of…is shattering