I'm human, I make mistakes.

I'm human, I make mistakes. I've done things I'm not proud of and I have regrets. Im insecure and at times not very confident. I tend to be shy and reserved at times, but there are also times I'm outspoken and a little crazy. I've been hurt and I've been lied to time and time again, and I don't trust easy. I'm scared of falling again; afraid that the minute I start to fall, I'll end up on the ground again,asking myself, why I keep letting this happen. I'm by no means perfect, and neither is my family. In fact, my family's a little screwed up at times, and sometimes, they hurt me. I hate when people pretend to be something they're not around me. I'm stubborn. I'm judgemental. I'm not the brightest person in the world and I'm sure you can do better. But know that I'm also,curious, looking to experience things I have yet to experience. I like to sing and I want to dance in the middle of the street without any music. I love to laugh and have fun. I want to be kissed in the rain. I want to be held tight and protected. I like taking random walks without a clue as to where I'm going. I love watching movies, especially scary ones. I want somebody to look at me, the way nobody has..I want someone to look at me, in a way they've never looked at anybody. I just want somebody to take my face in their hands, look me in the eyes, and for once, tell me that I'm good enough.

She Left me The Biggest Thing I Ever Wanted

There was a girl, who i really crush before,It was when we are in the freshman college in the University,I don't think she will be like me too-but i swear, in her great perfect smile with a dimples,damn,i was really attracted with her,it was the orientation for the class beginning it was her with her classmates,maybe.she's wearing a red blouse and a jeans with headband in her hair, i think it was very fit to her dim color. And if she start to smile, i was feel so paralize, I don't know why,but there is always keep me smile too  and her smile give me a thousands butterfly in my stomach.Sarcastic right,but i swear,i like her. Then she start to speak with her friends, saying; " theres a guy i hate-he hit me and he never ask an apologize.shit!"and even when she get mad-shes really beautiful,her eyes full of wisdom and her voice is like an anghel who i nver know before.



I'm feel obsessed with her ad it will take me to be her stalker,haha everytime i go to school i walked near in her room and waving m hand to her.even if shes not looking at me. And mybe shes one of the reason why i always go to school late,because she always lates everytime in their class. One day we both late and its unexpectedly moment,we are in a staires and she saw me,she look at me and smile, i stop and my heart beat fast,and then she start to say "HI" to me, i feel deaf,and her voice was really amazing.I love it when she talk and smile,and her eyes wink at me,i am dead. then she run to go to her room-i was stock in the staires thinking and imagining what she left me-she left me the biggest thing i ever want.

Emo Alone

Sometimes i wanted to be alone and never talk to anyone else not just i dont like people but because i dont want them to take me away from the things i wanted to stay.

Emo Drawing2

i wrote your name in the sand and always ask if you will be forever to me, how you will be happy when we are together,i love you and thats the best i could ever tells you

Emo Drawing1

the worst thing you can do is make me fall for you,with no intention of catching me.