My Life as Me

I'm lost and confused,miss-treated and miss-used,murdered and abused,Unloved and refused.I was always being excused,I started doing drugs,Dating some other dirty girls.I was being a tease,and getting pleased.I love that life now and I’m stuck,in this rock,restrained from the one I love.screaming inside my mind,even though everyone thinks I’m fine.crying myself to sleep every night,wishing the next day my sister might be in sight.I was dropped in this town,to never be found.I was beatenI was murderI was unloved I was refused and most of all I was confused.