Life Like never Before

In my life now

Isn't like life i had before

Working in the office now

Has something to feed off

I am not a student like before

That's why i never had to make shirk

And spend time for the nonsense things

I know before i am really happy

Maybe because i had my own freedom

And i can do whatever i wanted to do

I can make a trouble whenever i want

and no problem before

But now it's all the same unlike before

I don't know if i am really happy

I don't know if i can take it all

And i don't have any idea

Instead be perseverance with the time passes by

I know everything has an ending

All the things i owned

Has expiration and has endlessly

Unlike before i force to cry then i already have what i want

But now even if i cried with blood it's nonesense and useless

If i am not gonna spend more time working

I will never get whatever things i want

It's not like my life before

It's not like before free to waste everything

This time i only have one thing to be busy

And that is to get tired

But why not worth it

Am i have something to failed off