Tired of Life

When i was little one

I promise to be an independent someday

I want all my dreams come true

I always say that when I fulfilled my moms dream

I'm ready to die any time when god wanted to take me

This can really happen soon right? that everything has an end

Since the time I started to learn to think of the things around

I started to be brave and be strong for everything

But why i can't remove to my mind to think that I'm tired

I'm tired to continue with this life

I also doesn't know when did I stand at ease

to felt really exhausted that I'm lost

I'm tired of fighting these things

which the reason why I'm giving up now

I do not know where else I able to do

I don't have other way to continue this things called life

It's too exhausted just like I have no reason why

Sometimes I wish i didn't born and did not live anymore

I am tormented with useless things

In those matters which have no destination

You know the feeling of too exhausted

Like you doesn't know who you are,

Who the human in front of mirror when you there

Because i am not the same compare to myself before

I'm really too tired and not so

I would take rest in life and stay sleeping

That way maybe I would be happy

It's like ignoring the efforts i spend everyday

I have not seen so proud to say that I can

I admit i am weak but what else can i say

What else can i do

I have job and i am apart of this company

But i don't think if they deserve me

If they can used my efforts and sacrifices

Last night i was cried and cried and cried

CAuse i am able to stop this tears to fall

Im tired and tired od this life called happiness

I don't know where to go

I just want to die and take a rest forever

Cause i am really tired of this life.